Saturday, October 24, 2009

Yesterday went to meet CATHERINE at blk 15 hehe. I think i was late for a few mins. Hope she is not angry or wad ba :) When reach there saw her sitting with 2 aunty hahaha. Then at there admire and play with her hamster called Jadden :) v cute sia. I keep seeing him lo, cos the fur v nice, got 3 colour wan ^^

Awhile latr went to find fiona under her blk. At there slack awhile. Fiona scared of Jadden hehe ^^ Dun dare carry him. Then latr fiona bro cme down slack with us also. Then he spilt his drink or smethg, so he went up to take tissue, then since he go up, we also went up with him.

Went to Fiona home hahas. Slacked at there. Was quite boring at 1st. But then in the end all laughing and all ^^ hahas. Played with Jadden too, and with Fiona bro. Fiona was on the phone with her stead i guess. CATHERINE was using playing with Fiona brother's eraser :) Building some thgs and all ^^

Then around 6.05 went home. Sent CATHERINE until her blk the lift there. hahas. Told her bye bye and went off. hahas. Played Badminton at nite. And was quite tired hehe. But HER call made me Energized again hehe ^^

Labels: Met HER, so happy ^^

~me~ at 7:59 PM

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Its been so many times, but all my hard work has no reward i guess. Why am i the only one who has to lose again and again, coludn't i even get the chance??? Atleast once?

To hold your hand and walk around Clark Way was my 1st ever dream. Guess it will never happen.

Every time i Dream of you, i felt soo happy. It was soo unexplainable. I wished i could lay dead down there, only dreaming of u, nothing else but you.

Hearing your voice lightened my day, waiting for your message was such a joy i could never describe. But, did u feel the same way? Was there joy when waiting.
Its the 5th time, waiting and waiting for 3 years. When i waited for you, I always thought that some day, I could ever hear the words which really meant what i wanted, the words, I LOVE YOU.

The time u were in pain or sad, i also felt it. Seeing u in such made me feel sorrowful as ever. When i accompanied u to your 1st piercing, when i saw u scared, i thought of holding your hands, telling you that i was there for you, and u don't have to fear it.

Meeting,messaging,calling you in the morning was what i waited every single day. Only god knows how much i enjoyed doing such.

You could think that the words i pouring here are empty, i am writing with my tears, do you still think its empty? I cannot explain how much I LOVE YOU, cause i guess u know it.

I really thought i have u as mine this time, but, in the end, u were just trying.

I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU.....
No matter how many times i am gonna say it, it still means the same thing right?

Its all up to you my dear, all i have to say is, i will be the best to you, and no1 else....
I LOVE YOU...

I know letting you see this does not change anything, But i really poured my heart out here. Let this just be another update for my blog then. Good bye.

Labels: ...With Tears...

~me~ at 5:52 AM

Friday, October 16, 2009

Hey Everyone, sorry for not posting for a LONG period of time hehe. Back again, thanks for the tags which kept my blog alive hehe ^^

Exams are over already hahas. Did quite well for tis exams :) Proud of myself hehe. Except for a certain subjects, others were fine hehe. Since today is Deepavali, Wish everyone a Happy Deepavali :)

Later maybe i going my Uncle and Cousin's home? haha. not sure. Actually thought of going Queensway der, then kana bs sia. Hais. hehe. Hope to get more $$$$ and eat lots of food when go their houses hehe. Although i dun celebrate Deepavali :)

And, Really miss my Sheree Dearie Alots!!!! :( Loves u! Cannot talk or see her until Tues i guess. Damn sad lo. Misses and loves Tons!!!
~me~ at 8:46 PM