Imageless Strips .
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Its been so many times, but all my hard work has no reward i guess. Why am i the only one who has to lose again and again, coludn't i even get the chance??? Atleast once?
To hold your hand and walk around Clark Way was my 1st ever dream. Guess it will never happen.
Every time i Dream of you, i felt soo happy. It was soo unexplainable. I wished i could lay dead down there, only dreaming of u, nothing else but you.
Hearing your voice lightened my day, waiting for your message was such a joy i could never describe. But, did u feel the same way? Was there joy when waiting.
Its the 5th time, waiting and waiting for 3 years. When i waited for you, I always thought that some day, I could ever hear the words which really meant what i wanted, the words, I LOVE YOU.
The time u were in pain or sad, i also felt it. Seeing u in such made me feel sorrowful as ever. When i accompanied u to your 1st piercing, when i saw u scared, i thought of holding your hands, telling you that i was there for you, and u don't have to fear it.
Meeting,messaging,calling you in the morning was what i waited every single day. Only god knows how much i enjoyed doing such.
You could think that the words i pouring here are empty, i am writing with my tears, do you still think its empty? I cannot explain how much I LOVE YOU, cause i guess u know it.
I really thought i have u as mine this time, but, in the end, u were just trying.
I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU.....
No matter how many times i am gonna say it, it still means the same thing right?
Its all up to you my dear, all i have to say is, i will be the best to you, and no1 else....
I LOVE YOU...
I know letting you see this does not change anything, But i really poured my heart out here. Let this just be another update for my blog then. Good bye.
Labels: ...With Tears...
~me~ at 5:52 AM
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