Its 5.22 am and i cant slp, hais. Wonder what more is gonna happen. tomorow when we tal, then i will tell whatever i feel. hope it all solves tomorow.Labels: Cant slp
Past few days damn moody and all. Very sorry if i had said some bad thgs to some ppl or even scold them. Sorry yeah. dk and cant say why i have become like that. But i just cannot find a way to cheer myself up. Feel like just lay dead somewhere where no1 will realise me. Cos i seem soo UNIMPORTANT to ppl ler. Like i am a shadow? and i am saying empty words which make no sense?
Anw, my heart is like numb aldy, i have gone through soo much of misery, i cant even react to sadness aldy. Really. I start to destroy and throw thgs for no reason. If i cant fix or get it done, i just heck care or if its a thg, i will throw it and make sure it breaks. Is this Hatred? idk.
AND! This post is not refering to any1, soo dont misunderstand.
I realise that i did not really text any1 much today. Never in my life i had been like that before. WoW. I dun fel like slping at all.. Not slpy. bt i also have nthg to do, soo sad.
Nvrm, and tomorow, i am going to singapore flyer. Hope will be a good day lo. Today can say is the worst day of my life ba. haha.
Finally, this is a crazy post, ignore if u wan to. cos i sian and numb until dono wad to do.
Take care earth-lingsLabels: Sick or Sane
Get Well Soon SHEREE GOH KJ D;
Have not been posting much. No mood. Just wanna say wads on my title.
Hey, Back to blog again :)
Quite happy day today, cause morning went to play badminton with SHEREE and her mum and sister ^^ quite fun, bt SHEREE kept resting hahas, bt then better then the last time la :) soo congrats to her :D
Ytd also out with SHEREE and her family, SUPERB DAY sia. hahas ^^ will always e in my mind lo tis day. Soo happy ^^ and laughing about and all ^^ hahas. One word - MEMORABLE :D Hope will have more days like that. hahaha. Oni sheree and i knew how much we enjoyed ytd ^^
Sad that todays the last day i can see her for the whole week :( hais. But can call and talk and all ba, soo i am fine ^^ hehe. Still gonna miss that Beloved Fairy Wiffey of mine alot D:
**** and to her, Its just a dream ba, it will nvr ever happen okays? dun worry. I will nvr do such thgs to u ever again. Please forget and be back to normal okays? :) Want u to always be smiling and not frowning. AND! You are the oni 1 in my heart. *I SWEAR*
Maybe i had some small likes on others, BUT, You are the oni 1 the words i say I LOVE YOU is true. And i aldy explained to you how come.***** <3>
Totally shocked!
My blog is dead sia. Hahas. Nowadays quite lazy to update ^^ Sorry aye ppl.
Was talking to Jia Yi, then she asked me to take a FB thgy. Called Love Quote hehe. Cos hers was quite true, then i went to try lo :)
My Love Quote was :
all I need is just one chance, one kiss, one night to show you what you mean to me. One chance to spend all day with you and show you how were so alike. one kiss to prove...
WTF MAN!? seriously true leh ^^ This quote is really what i really thinking of. hahas. Round of applause to FB lo ._. hehe. hmm.. except for the One Night thg. I dun wan 1 night, i wan 1 day hahas. The 1 kiss thg i not sure :x hehe
Currently chatting with aidil, he is eagerly wanting me to go out slack with him O.o and edwin them hahas. Not gay horh ._. hmm.. he has smethg to talk with me about i guess :)
And waiting for CATHERINE to on9 Too :D
kkz, shall post some other time :D
Yesterday went to meet CATHERINE at blk 15 hehe. I think i was late for a few mins. Hope she is not angry or wad ba :) When reach there saw her sitting with 2 aunty hahaha. Then at there admire and play with her hamster called Jadden :) v cute sia. I keep seeing him lo, cos the fur v nice, got 3 colour wan ^^
Awhile latr went to find fiona under her blk. At there slack awhile. Fiona scared of Jadden hehe ^^ Dun dare carry him. Then latr fiona bro cme down slack with us also. Then he spilt his drink or smethg, so he went up to take tissue, then since he go up, we also went up with him.
Went to Fiona home hahas. Slacked at there. Was quite boring at 1st. But then in the end all laughing and all ^^ hahas. Played with Jadden too, and with Fiona bro. Fiona was on the phone with her stead i guess. CATHERINE was using playing with Fiona brother's eraser :) Building some thgs and all ^^
Then around 6.05 went home. Sent CATHERINE until her blk the lift there. hahas. Told her bye bye and went off. hahas. Played Badminton at nite. And was quite tired hehe. But HER call made me Energized again hehe ^^Labels: Met HER, so happy ^^
WORST DAY OF MY LIFE
Its been so many times, but all my hard work has no reward i guess. Why am i the only one who has to lose again and again, coludn't i even get the chance??? Atleast once?
To hold your hand and walk around Clark Way was my 1st ever dream. Guess it will never happen.
Every time i Dream of you, i felt soo happy. It was soo unexplainable. I wished i could lay dead down there, only dreaming of u, nothing else but you.
Hearing your voice lightened my day, waiting for your message was such a joy i could never describe. But, did u feel the same way? Was there joy when waiting.
Its the 5th time, waiting and waiting for 3 years. When i waited for you, I always thought that some day, I could ever hear the words which really meant what i wanted, the words, I LOVE YOU.
The time u were in pain or sad, i also felt it. Seeing u in such made me feel sorrowful as ever. When i accompanied u to your 1st piercing, when i saw u scared, i thought of holding your hands, telling you that i was there for you, and u don't have to fear it.
Meeting,messaging,calling you in the morning was what i waited every single day. Only god knows how much i enjoyed doing such.
You could think that the words i pouring here are empty, i am writing with my tears, do you still think its empty? I cannot explain how much I LOVE YOU, cause i guess u know it.
I really thought i have u as mine this time, but, in the end, u were just trying.
I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU.....
No matter how many times i am gonna say it, it still means the same thing right?
Its all up to you my dear, all i have to say is, i will be the best to you, and no1 else....
I LOVE YOU...
I know letting you see this does not change anything, But i really poured my heart out here. Let this just be another update for my blog then. Good bye.
Labels: ...With Tears...
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